And yet again I piss him off….
I don’t even know why the hell I said I was the only one that did anything in the apartment. That’s not even true…
We all do things around here and I haven’t even been living up to my own words.
I couldn’t even say I’m sorry or anything. I can feel it from him that I took things too far. The minute he said ‘Don’t worry, I did it so now you don’t feel like you’re the only one who does anything’, I knew I was caught in a bind. It must’ve hurt and that was the last thing I ever wanted to do to him.
And just earlier we were talking and he tried to comfort me when he found out some not so good news.
I apologized (albeit hours later) to him and even told him he didn’t even had to say he accepted it. All he told me was ‘good night’. Nothing more. He didn’t turn to me and smile, he didn’t have his naturally soothing voice. It just sounded angry, stern, and agitated.
Why am I such a fuck up…
I don’t know why but I still have this huge ass crush on my roommate.
I can’t seem to get rid of it no matter how much I try. I’ve tried getting into other relationships with other guys, even hooked up with a couple, but I always gravitate towards him no matter what I try. I already know he doesn’t like me that way since he kinda dumped me randomly. I’m almost certain he just wanted sex and nothing more.
Is it bad to say that I’m actually fine with that? Like no lie, if he wanted to fuck and didn’t care where it was from, I would be first to offer it to him. I really really really want to ask him if he wanted sex or something more from the couple of times we fucked.
I can’t help but feel that he’s “my first love”. If that’s the case, then my life is going to suck because honestly, he was the best (and first in a lot of ways) I’ve ever had….
Ugh I wish I can just ask him right now! But I’m too much of a coward to do it. I fear that if I do, it would ruin our friendship.
Selena Quintanilla Perez if you don’t know who she is already you should find out I promise you won’t be sorry. She has been an inspiration to me through out my life and she continues to be one. She had such a bright beautiful spirit and that’s just something you don’t see everyday. RIP Selena April 16th 1971-March 31 1995
"Focus on the mission? How dare he adress a superior officer that way?"
“Nobody says anything about that”
I’ve reblogged this about 40 times. But let me do it again.
His autopsy reports did show that his skin colour was changed by the condition, not artificially.
I love Michael Jackson. Judge all you want.
It fucking kills when people to this day still say he bleached his skin so he wouldn’t be black anymore. No. He suffered from vitiligo, a condition that steadily reduces melanin in your skin until you’re esentially white. It’s not treatable and there really is no cure. And it just. Ugh.
holy poo I literally thought it was like a general fact that he bleached his skin until just right this second
learn something new erry day
I just can’t believe someone would believe he bleached his skin…. How…. Dumb….